Four Minute Phone Call Exposed My Husband and My Best Friend
“My condition is fine,” I said, though my fingers clamped tighter around my gold band.
He turned around slowly, his face tightening into that familiar mask of intense, professional concern that I had trusted for fifteen years. He walked back to the table, leaning his hands on the dark wood, bringing his face closer to mine so I could smell the faint scent of mint and espresso on his breath.
“Is it?” he asked, his voice dropping to a quiet, steady tone that felt like a hand pressing down on my chest. “Because you have barely slept in three days, Laura. You are hovering over old bank statements, and you are treating your oldest friends like strangers.”
“I am looking at our joint accounts, Richard,” I said. “That is not paranoia.”
“I am just worried your grief is making you paranoid again.”
The word hung between us in the warm kitchen, heavy and cold, carrying the weight of three empty bedrooms we had never filled.
“I am not paranoid,” I said, but the words felt thin, even to me.